Hello, it’s me. I was wondering if after all these years you’d like to
meet have a socially distanced catch up?
It’s been a while. From what I can see, the last time I spoke at you was in March 2019. I wrote a blog post about cheese for goodness sake, blissfully unaware that I would be struck down with the worst PTSD of my life in just a few months, and as I was finally getting the help I needed the world would be shut down due to a deadly virus.
I’m not here to talk about the C-word or dwell on the truly shit things that have happened in the last 2 years. I just thought I’d pop on to let you know that I am here and better. A lot better actually. I’m having a hot girl summer – as in I am very fucking hot all the time and everything is chafing.
It’s strange, the last 8 years of my life I have been plagued with guilt for wasting my time and not doing enough with it – and now everyone has some kind of experience of that. Worrying about mistakes we’ve made or things we didn’t do won’t matter in the scheme of things – doing so is just wasting more time, and on the cycle goes.
I’m done talking now.